Cultivating Compassion Through Acceptance
I'd like to delve into the intricate relationship between compassion and acceptance. The concept of acceptance often arises in my discussions of compassion practices and mentorship. I've been contemplating this lately because acceptance is a cornerstone of my daily process of navigating life, thoughts, emotions, and relationships.
While acceptance is a crucial element, there's a deeper dimension that extends beyond the conventional understanding. Let's begin by exploring the more common approach, which isn't exclusive to acceptance but encompasses many of our interactions with life. This approach is rooted in the conceptual mind, the primary tool we've been taught to use for interpreting the world. While this logical, thought-based mind serves its purpose, it can also limit our ability to cultivate compassion and acceptance.
When we primarily operate through the conceptual mind, our understanding of acceptance is inevitably filtered through that lens. We might ask ourselves, "Can I accept this?" or "Should I accept this?" and then struggle with the situation or predicament. This raises a related question: Should we accept everything? That's a separate topic, as there are certain things we may not need to accept.
However, I'm primarily interested in exploring the acceptance of what's unfolding in the present moment—our thoughts, emotions, experiences, and the world around us. For instance, a car alarm just went off outside. While I may not want to accept the noise, resisting it would only lead to suffering and resentment.
In this context, I'm focusing on the acceptance of our internal landscape, including our emotions, beliefs, and thought processes. Compassion can be applied to anything, but it's particularly important in our relationships with ourselves and others.
While I find acceptance to be a profound practice, it's most effective when we've cultivated a foundation of compassion for our emotions and experiences. Let me illustrate with a personal example. When I hear an unexpected sound, I may experience physical sensations such as tightening or tension, which often stem from fear. These are internal experiences that may not be immediately apparent to others.
When working with acceptance in a less-conceptual way, I focus on these internal shifts. This requires a somatic approach, such as awareness or mindfulness of the body and feeling world. Through embodied practices, we can connect with our feelings directly, rather than relying solely on the thinking mind.
The goal is to accept what's arising in the present moment, without judgment or evaluation. This includes acknowledging the discomfort or tension that may accompany certain experiences. By meeting these sensations with compassion, we can create space for alternative ways of being.
Why do we want to accept difficult experiences? This is a question worth exploring in meditation. For me, accepting the moment as it is and meeting it with compassion opens up a space of greater ease, contentment, and fluidity. It's a challenge I strive for throughout my day, integrating acceptance and compassion into my awareness of whatever arises.
Acceptance is a growing practice. Ten years ago, I couldn't have included certain elements in my practice that I can now. This expansion is a valuable incentive to experience the spaciousness and contentment I'm describing. It's important to understand that we don't always need to feel good to experience these qualities.
This exploration of spaciousness and contentment leads to a more liberating practice rooted in the Buddhist tradition. While liberation is a gradual process, we can experience glimpses of it through meditation. The Buddhist tradition often distinguishes between practices and study, combining the wisdom of non-duality (shunyata) with the skillful means of meditation.
Eventually, these two aspects converge in a singular experience for realized practitioners. Compassion plays a crucial role in this process. It extends beyond conceptual understanding, touching on the non-dual nature of reality. By cultivating compassion, we can challenge our habitual tendency to resist discomfort and explore it with openness.
We often define compassion as the aspiration or wish for ourselves and others to be free from suffering, dissatisfaction, and the causes that lead to them. While this definition is accurate, words fall short of capturing the true experience of compassion.
Compassion is a deep intimacy. It's not just about acknowledging our own dissatisfaction and suffering, but also a willingness to be with the dissatisfaction of others. This includes a genuine desire to see both ourselves and others free from suffering.
In my experience, embodying compassion requires first challenging ourselves to accept and then open to our own discomfort and dissatisfaction in an intimate way. Don't feel pressured to start with the most intense difficulties. Begin with small things, like the car alarm from earlier. It wasn't a major disruption, but it serves as a manageable example.
The process unfolds in stages. First, there's the question of acceptance: "Can I accept this?" Then, we lean in and become intimate with the feeling. Practices exist to support this, but even simple prompts like "Can I be with this feeling?" can be helpful. We drop the analytical mind and simply sit with the feeling, not dwelling on it but using our meditation-developed awareness to be with it.
For beginners, try these steps with mildly uncomfortable situations. As your practice deepens, experiment with integrating this approach throughout your day. It can be a brief moment of noticing a subtle dissatisfaction and then leaning into it. "Can I accept this?" is the first question, followed by "Can I be with it?" As our practice of embodied awareness grows, so too does our capacity to be with all of life's experiences, especially the uncomfortable ones.